Thinking of you..

When I should be thinking about myself. Lost in this warm summer snow..

200...9?

Right. Here we are, in the Big 09.

Most people are already predicting it might as well just be over, because it won't bring anything worth living through.

I, on the other hand, (having always been a great fan of the whole crysis mood) have great expectations for the 09.

In the 09, I plan to do several things I have been postponing since forever, like:

1 - Graduating from college, for good. Or to actually do something final in that direction, other than complaining about it over and over again.

2 - Trying to be more understanding towards others, seriously. I need to listen.

3 - Going to the gym every single time there's time for it, instead of sleeping the hours away.

4 - Save more money instead of spending it in shit I'll probably never wear or use.

5 - Eat more at home, or at other people's homes. Seriously, how can you handle it, eating out for both lunch and dinner every single day?!

6 - Take more advantage of the oportunities life delivers, instead of coying away.

7 - Go out more. Specially in the MORNING. Morning time for me almost never exists. I sleep thru it like.. 350/365 days of the year. That needs to change.

8 - Drive faster. I know I am still a bit affraid of being out of control of my car, specially after *that* accident.. But driving at 70Kmh in a two-lane highway needs to not happen anymore.

9 - Speak out, speak up. Don't mind about what other people think, all that shit. I need to not let "them bitches" control my way of living. How can I still let them?!

10 - I'll try to gain back some of my lost connections in life, old friends.. People I've left behing in a hurtful way.. I'll try to *hook up* with them again.

11 - I'll finally go to the city hall in order to get my voting card. I'm 23+1 and I've never voted for anything in my entire life. I just didn't care. It needs to end.

12 - Make all the other 11 resolutions become true would be my 12th resolution. If I manage to make that happen, I need not to worry, the big oh-10 will be a smash hit. And I need it to be.

Come on, I've had this blog for years and I've never EVER posted a new year resolution list.

I'm allowed! :)

Control your poison.

Todos temos direito aos nossos momentos zen. Esta semana calhou-me este. Deve ser do frio, mas acho piada. :o

Nada como uma loira platinada vestida de cabedal preto em poses provocantes para trazer o nosso pior(?) ao de cima. Right? :D

[Ok, a parte do rap é dispensável.. Mas ela tem estilo.]

Sometimes I think...

.. I'm the only one who knows about her. It's like she's my precious little secret.

Of course I know YOU also know about her. That makes it our little secret. And his, yeah, he knows about her too. Damn.

You got me pushing imaginary buttons
Step away from me lover
Away from me lover

You got me counting imaginary school children
Get away from me lover
Away from me lover

Yes
I can see that your carpet is animated
Walk away from me lover
Away from me lover

Yes
I see you open wounds in everyone I’ve dated
Away from me lover
Get away from me lover

I am no good for you
I’m seeing ghosts in everything I do

I am no good for you
I’m seeing ghosts in everything, I do

I am no good for you
I’m seeing ghosts in everything I do
Oh
Oh
Oh
Oh

I am no good for you
I’m seeing ghosts in everything I do
Oh
Oh
Oh
Oh

You got me turning all the lights on and off
Walk away from me lover
Away from me lover

When will you see that I am carrying this stuff
Walk away from me lover
Away from me lover

Can’t you see that I am losing my marbles
It’s marvellous losing another
Losing another

I am no good for you
I’m seeing ghosts in everything I do

I am no good for you
I’m seeing ghosts in everything, I do

I am no good for you
I’m seeing ghosts in everything I do

Self help? What?? ME??

Jamais (Pronunciem jamé, por favor :P)!!

Como diria o outro, eu jamé irei precisar dessas coisas ridículas. Livros de auto-ajuda. Tão... American. Tão.. Deprimente. Nunca.

Mas afinal.. E dado que a minha capacidade de lidar com amizades e relacionamentos com pessoas mais ou menos próximas é praticamente nula.. Acho que afinal.. Sou capaz de ter utilidade para a coisa.

Parecendo que não.. facilita!

Volta e meia tropeçamos naquelas pessoas do passado que por este ou aquele motivo deixamos de contactar.. Mas que afinal até nos fazem falta e tal... O que fazer? O que fazer??

Vejamos:

Steps

1. Keep in touch! It's pretty tough to maintain a friendship if you never have contact. Even if they live in a different city, give them a call them every once in a while.
2. Do not allow gaps in your contact to create permanent resentment. Sometimes it is not possible to have regular contact. Try to understand your and your friend's time limitations and don't allow these realities to limit your friendship.
3. Allow your old friend to evolve. It is possible to love someone through his or her changes. Although you may not realize it, you've changed too! Just give some time for you and your friend to adjust.
4. Respect and learn to appreciate your differences.
5. Forgive past disappointments. Do not let past fights rule your relationship. You wouldn't want to get into an argument about what happened two years ago! Don't live in the past, live for what's happening right here and now.
6. Adjust your expectations if they are not regularly met. Don't expect the best out of others. Like yourself, they're only human. Forgive and forget the little things.
7. Regularly and openly express to your friend that you are grateful for the friendship. Don't let your friend feel like he/she is giving his best to you, while all your doing is taking. It's all for one and one for all.
8. Make an effort to know, remember, and embrace what and whom else is currently important in your friend's life. Don't cut down the people that your friend loves.

[] Warnings

• It is not always possible or healthy to maintain a friendship.
• When it works for both parties an old friendship is valuable. But it is important to recognize when maintaining a relationship is not beneficial.
• While any friendship will, at times, require effort, sacrifice and compromise, it is important to know when these challenges are not worth it. A relationship that is abusive or otherwise detrimental to the well being of either party is decidedly not worth following the steps to maintain.
• While it is important to hold onto a relationship of value, it is equally important to know when to let go of one that is not.

Vamos ver se resulta. I might just change my opinion on the whole matter! :o

He who walks around with a big cock..

Agora que pela primeira vez frequento um ginásio a sério (daqueles com tudo e mais alguma coisa, piscina(s), saunas, aulas sem fim, montes de máquinas), daqueles que pertencem a grandes cadeias e que existem vários na mesma cidade, por oposição ao pequeno ginásio de bairro que frequentei, onde apenas existia uma sala com máquinas e um balneário pequenino...

... a fauna com que me deparo é muito mais abundante! :o

MUITO mais abundante.

E claro, sendo quem sou e padecendo do mal que padeço.. (lol) não consigo deixar de "esquinar" muito discretamente o meu olhar para a pila alheia que passa ao meu lado a baloiçar alegremente do balneário para o banho e do banho para o balneário...

É deveras.. interessante. x_X Por vezes, confesso.. Preferia não ter visto nada, até porque quase nada vi. Mas de quando em vez.. Lá se passeia um espécime mais interessante, aka The Big Cock.

I am ready admit that those are always nice to spot. :P

Mera pesquisa de mercado com fins puramente informativos. Como dizia a outra, lá porque não como no restaurante não quer dizer que não possa espreitar o menú, certo?

Hum...

Turn on your brake lights!

Release me from this curse I'm in.

[I'm trying to maintain but I'm stuggling.]

I try to..